Friday, September 4, 2009
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wa...today last day of term 3...but tham sian sia last day still got npcc... haiz...today dunno why feel tham fan...my mind keep thinking of some stuff i don wish to say...wan sleep...tham tired...do drills oso yawn...today desmund eat pocky for lunch n ended up with gastric(dats wad i think...)haiz today is one of my worst day ever partly because i dont dare give my report book to my parents...when they see my results confirm ban my com...4eva...but the thing i dun wan to see is their dissapointed faces...during their birthday,when i gave presents,they will say,"i do not nid presents ...all i nid is u to get good results..."... i think i have failed my role as a son...they care 4 me,tolerate my nonsense,clean up the mess i make...n i get back a lousy score...n when we n our relatives gather together,they start boasting how good their son or daugter is...but my parents have nothing to boast about...n when they ask how was i doing,they will say something like...ok...i guess they feel ashamed that they have a son like me...always create nuisance,troubles n a person who spent life hardly study...haiz...hope they will forgive me...
Labels: a failed son